“Nooooo, Get it off me!”
My mother’s anguished cries jolted me awake in my makeshift bed. My half-open eyes tried to focus in the darkness of the unfamiliar room. Silence. Eerie, stillness enshrouded me in a cloak of uneasiness. I shuddered, someone had just walked over my grave…
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I awoke several hours later to the sound of the TV in the next room. I noticed Mum and Lewis had already got up. My younger sister Kat was stirring in her zed-bed, and as she stretched and yawned, the bed springs squeaked in protest.
“Did you hear Mum last night Kat?
“No, why, were her and Lewis ‘at it?”
“Don’t be disgusting” I retorted, unnerved that it seemed to have only been me that had heard her.
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After waiting an age to use the bathroom. (Eight people + one bathroom + an early start for a long trip = chaos, leg crossing, and frenzied banging on the door) I was hastily eating some toast that my sister-in-law Karen had rustled up for us all.
” Doug, is Bobby up yet? It is unusual for him not to be first up, especially today” Mum looked concerned. The events of the past few days had aged her considerably. Travelling from one end of the country to the other had been traumatic enough at such at time, especially when Nan had not been conscious when they had arrived.
The funeral yesterday had added an extra pallor to her face, highlighting the black smudges under her eyes.
” Please go and wake him up”, she begged Doug and Mark, my two brothers that had slept in the same room as my Uncle Bobby… although us kids never called him Uncle. He was special. Mum’s baby brother (despite now being 36) who was coming to live with us now that Nan had died, and we were all excited.
The boys had been gone for a good ten minutes, then they trooped into the room joined now by my other brother Charles, flanking Mum on all sides.
“We don’t know how to tell you this, Oh God Mum. Bobby is dead!”
The boys caught her as her legs buckled, and we all looked on in horror as an animalistic howl emanated from her body, which was now heaving and quaking with gut-wrenching sobs.
Lewis was by her side in instant, and Karen ushered the rest of us into the kitchen to give them some privacy, then she went into the bedroom with Charles to check on Bobby, and phone the authorities.
‘He called out for Nan in the middle of the night” Mark informed the rest of us. ” I heard him shout ‘Mum’ twice then he went quiet. I thought he had gone back to sleep.”
“Nan must have come for him in the night” I had the feeling that as Nan had always looked after Bobby and given him all of her love and care since he needed extra, due to him having Muscular Dystrophy that she wanted him to go with her. They had never been apart, and although Mum loved and cherished him, he needed his own mother’s ministrations.
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It was rather a palaver getting poor Bobby out of the tiny house. He was after all almost 20 stone with Nan’s loving care, and manoeuvering him down the narrow staircase was a Herculean task. It was accomplished and Bobby was taken to the same undertaker that had just buried my Nan.
Tears and shock were mingled with practicalities of arranging another funeral. Trips into town to order more wreaths. Suitcases unpacked, more groceries bought; schools and workplaces phoned to explained the situation
****
Evening closed in, dark, cold and miserable, like us.
“I had a dreadful nightmare last night” blurted out my mother.” I felt like someone was trying to put me into a coffin; Mum was trying to tell me something. ”
I shivered. Someone had walked over my grave….
This is in response to Writing 101. Re-create a single day.
Crumbs Eddie, did that really happen. What a gruelling time. You write so well, I feel like I am right there with you.
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Yes, it is sadly all true. It happened more than 30 years ago when I was 15.
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What a set of circumstances to deal with when so young – your wonderful warm heart and sense of humour must have been a blessing to not only you, but all around you. ❤
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OMG! This is true? How did you all cope with the loss of the two of them at the same time? I have to send you hugs! Lots of hugs. ❤
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Yes, this is true Colleen, It happened over 30 years ago when I was 15. We were all shocked and devastated, and the undertaker had a job believing it.too. It was quite harrowing going back to the same church we had buried my nan 5 days before,
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Judy that is so sad. Isn’t it interesting though that your Nan came for your Uncle like that. There is something there for sure that we will never understand. ❤
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I know my family certainly believed that
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They had never been apart, My nan was about a quarter of his size yet still helped him to get dressed and stuff as his muscles were quite weak. He far outlived the expectations of the doctors which we put down to the devotion he was given by Nan,
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I think their souls were joined together because of that. That is why they went together. Neither could be without the other in this life or beyond. ❤
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That is a beautiful way of putting it Collen. I like to think that 🙂
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Exactly. ❤
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Thank you so much for the hugs, The anniversaries are soon, and that is probably why I though of them today.
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I am sending extra hugs since the anniversaries are soon. I like to think that they are together where they are meant to be. Huge HUGS, Judy. ❤
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Thanks so much Colleen. Yes, I believe they are together without a doubt, They had a double grave which Nan, had bought years before but I know they are still together somewhere. Thanks so much for the hugs 🙂
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Wow, Judy… what can I say… that was really well written, but you had to go through such a lot as a youngster… (((hugs)))
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Thanks Ritu. Yes, it was a devastating experience, which was also very scary.
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I can see…
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Wow! Amazing, amazing story. My eyes were bugging out of my head. I knew something “bad” was gonna happen and I read quickly through and then my arm hairs stood up. Well-written Judy!
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Thank you so much. I just tried to remember how I felt at the time, but it was a very long time ago.
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Such an amazing testament to the connection between folks who make their life work to care for another. When she was gone, he followed. It must have been so hard on your family, but it makes sense in so many ways. Beautifully written, Judy. ❤️
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Thank you Van, Yes, it was particularly hard on my mum, but it did affect us all.
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Judy, that must have been such a shock for you and of course everyone. I can only imagine it. I think it was not easy to write it.
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It was a dreadful shock, we just did not even know that my uncle was ill. In fact they had to do a post mortem on him because of his sudden death.
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I get you! It takes a lot of time to only understand what happened because everything happened so fast and unexpectedly.
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Oh wow, that gave me the shivers! How awful, but I guess it was a mercy that he didn’t have to live without his mom, since they were so close.
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Yes you are right Melinda. He was looking forward to coming to live with us, but he idolised his mother, and she him, so really it was better for them (but not for us) that he joined her.
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So there’s a key part of your first novel, right there.
A young adult book with a 15-year-old narrator who learns about love and death in a little house full of family…
Expand it, Jude! Write the whole story… It’s there in side your life and brain and talent.
Go for it.
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Thank you so much for your encouragement Wendy. See, you have the imagination and can visualise it all, which I lack, I will certainly consider having a go at this, at some point 🙂
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Sad story but we’ll written.
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Thank you. 🙂
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I’m sorry you had to experience this at a young age. This is incredibly well-written and evokes an instant emotional response. Your words are your gift, Judy, whether written in humorous or somber tones.
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Karen, thank you so much for your kind wishes., and your lovely comments. I appreciate it so much. 🙂
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To go through this at such a young age must be a traumatic experience. Coming out of it and moving on is something where many fail, but clearly you have held your own. Beautifully written, Judy.
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Thank you so much Prajakta. It was a very traumatic experience.
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Oh. This is creepy and sad. I am so sorry to hear this. You are so brave to share this to us, thank you!
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I Thank you for your kind words Rosemary. 🙂
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You’re always welcome, Edwina! 🙂
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What an experience! And, you captured the shock, sadness, and surreal nature of the day beautifully in your storytelling. Although this was a terrible loss for your family, some solace may be taken in knowing that your beloved Nan and uncle were once again together. Thinking of you with the anniversaries approaching soon. Wonderful writing, Judy! 💗
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Thank you so much Tonya,It was a strange day, frightening, sad, and unbelievable to us.
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I can only imagine how you all felt. At least you were all together and had each other’s support.
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Gosh! That was scary and sad at the same time. Poor guy. What a shock that must have given you all.
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Yes it really was a dreadful shock ,
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I can very well imagine. I have been in limbo over a call that a very close friend died all of a sudden (talk less of being there when that happens).
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Oh I am so sorry for your loss Jacqueline, especially as it was so sudden and unexpected.
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It came from nowhere. She is just 43 and with very young ones. Her last baby is just a year old. Just complained of a headache and before anyone could say hey presto she was gone 😦
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Oh, how terrible. I am so sad for her young family as well.
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Very, very sad for them.
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Hello, and thanks for stopping by. I am Judy, in my (very) early fifties and decided that life definitely gets more interesting as it goes on! I am a wife and a mum and have just finished University as a Registered Nurse, after having worked as an Associate Practitioner in the NHS. I am also a poet and the author of my debut book, 'Rhymes of the Times.' I love to laugh, and I love rhyming words too, so I joined the two together, and my book was born. I am currently working on another book in the series also. I am a prolific blogger and enjoy writing funny stories, anecdotes, and anything really that takes my fancy.
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