I hope that you are enjoying my posts from Linda’s Just Jot it January as much as I am enjoying writing them.

Here is today’s prompt word.

Your prompt for January 16th, 2018, brought to you by the multi-talented Cheryl, is “Contemplation.” Use it any way you’d like in your post. And make sure you visit Cheryl at her blog, “The Bag Lady” to read her post and say hi! Here’s her link:  https://rugby843.blog/

Contemplation sounds such a relaxed and serene word. Thinking something over at leisure and pondering over possibilities. That is so far from how I am feeling at the moment!

We still haven’t had our results back from Uni for the dreaded Anatomy and Physiology exam that we took a couple of weeks before Christmas and it is driving me crazy! I thought they were due Friday (my mistake), then apparently they were due Monday, but now we have been told it is today!

The thing with me is that I am a  bit of a worrier, and I was crushed when I failed the first of my assignments which, ironically, I thought I might pass! This exam, despite revising manically, I am not sure that I remembered everything that I need to secure a pass.

I have been going over and over in my mind contemplating the outcome, and how I will stay focused on the degree, if I have to keep resitting and resubmitting.  Of course, there is a limit to how many times I will be able to do that before I will have to throw in the towel.

I have not slept the best due to the obsessive contemplation of my performance in exams and assignments.

Having just got home from a night shift, I am going to stay up a bit longer as apparently, the results will be released around 9.30. There is no way I will be able to sleep until after then!